I am in CMS, CMS am in I
July 9th, 2009
Posted in: Ideals
Well I’ve been thinking alot about some of the things I’ve done and said in the past, more so of the shit I’ve stirred up. I don’t think i’ve been a tyrant or anything, but I do realize I have had some rather arrogant acts. If I am to attain the status I want for myself, I’m not giving a good reason for people to like me. I don’t really know why I was so rude with the way I went about things, I can disagree politely and what not. I guess I just feel bad, and I’d like to be closer to everyone in the clan. I remember when Noobina and I were really cool and due to my actions I don’t think she likes me very much at all anymore. I’d like to start being a better person to everyone, not just CMS. I’ve always fed off conflict I guess, just trying to get a rise out of people or just seeing their reactions to things. But instead I’d like to be a more personable kinda guy. I don’t want things to be too late for me to be cool with the people I’ve alienated. There need not be any drama in the clan, a clan is supposed to come together for fun and good times due to similar interests and such. For anyone who reads this thank you.
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